Thursday, November 3, 2011

The Hardest Part

Right now, the hardest part about it all is not knowing when I'm gonna see him again :( I don't have anything to look forward to right now. I just want a freakin countdown..is that too much to ask?!? Maybe I should just countdown the next 3 years when he'll be home in the states for good..in that case, only 2 years & 9 months, or 33 months! Effff..that's a long freakin time!

Yesterday we got to talk almost all day, which is something that has only happened maybe a couple of times since he's been in Japan! It was so great to talk to him & he was being so sweet :) But talking about things we were gonna do when were together again just makes me sad bc I don't know when thats gonna be.. But on a happier note, he told me when he fell for me..it's cute so now I have to share the story..

The night we met, we spent all night talking & my best friend & I ended up staying at the house bc she was dating one of Matt's best friends at the time. The next morning, she went to go warm up her car but it ran out of gas! We needed someone to take us to the gas station so we asked Matt & he agreed! We got the gas & went back to the house, where he had to help us put it in bc neither of us knew how! When we were leaving, I gave him a hug & a small kiss goodbye & Kamay goes, "Hey, maybe now you'll get a second date!" Well he got that second date & a lot more dates as well! Haha
He told me it was the next morning after we met that he fell for me! I asked him why bc it was a really random time.. He said it was bc he barely knew me, yet he was willing to go out of his way to help me! He knew then that he had fallen for me :)

This was him helping us put gas in the car! Did I mention is was freakin cold? Yep..middle of January, early on a Sunday morning & this guy his helping us put gas in our car! If I hadn't fallen for him the night before, this def would have been it! :)